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| I've been holding it together pretty good, up until about 30 mins ago...On Sunday a friend of mine from High School was killed in a motorcycle accident. It doesn't seem real, he is one of the last people that I would think that this kind of thing would happen to. He was funny, sweet, and had the most infectious personality that I have ever seen in my life. People always wanted to be around him. I haven't seen him in 3 years, but I was still hit hard. I found pictures today from band camp and there were a couple of him in there and I just lost it. Remembering how great he was. It just doesn't seem fair. Shawn pointed out to me, the whole, God has a reason for everything. Maybe taking someone so wonderful away from the Earth is God's way of telling everyone not to take life for granted and to make the best of everyday. I have praying to God each day, just sorta talking to him about what happened, I've been hurting I just had not let any of it out. I think God had me see this pictures and kinda just told me to let my sadness go. So I did. I know he is up in heaven now. Good Bye Aaron Fry, we will miss you.
Here are the pictures I found:
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| I'm am sooooo tired. It hasn't been really busy at all, but the things I did do kept me occoupied and i'm pooped! Monday I worked 8-5, I got home plopped down on the couch and no sooner could I turn on the tv and sigh, Shawn called. told me I needed to get dressed cause his mother was in town and she wanted to take us to dinner. So we drove to Hurst, where is grandmother is at, we had dinner, chatted, and left around 9pm. Go home 10pm. Got up the next day and cleaned the apartment because Shawn's mom and grandmother were coming over the next day for breakfast so I cleaned until I had to go to work at 2:30. I worked until 11:30, came home watched the 2 people left on American Idol sing, then went to bed. Got up the next morning at 8am...8am!!!! Sooooo tired...got ready and went to breakfast at Cracker Barrell with Shawn's mom, and grandmother. After that we came back to the apartment because Shawn's mother hasn't seen our new place yet. After they left Shawn and I went and talked to Financial Aid. Went to work at 2:30-11:30 And now i woke up a little bit ago. Need to go to wal-mart and grab some things before I go to work at 2:30...48 hours at work this week. I just gotta keep thinking about the money i'm going to get..because I don't want to go in. I'm tired!!! | | |
| Life feels like it is moving in slow motion. Each day seems to drag, but then I realize I have all these things that I need to do and then the day seems to be going to fast that I can't get anything accomplished. I am now working full time at my job. 2:30-11:30 Tues - Sat. I will have Sun and Mon's off. Once school starts I will be taking classes Mon-Thurs at UNT and I beileve that I will be taking one course at NCTC. Sunday will be my only day that I will actually have "off" and I already have that day planned as well. I'm going to go to church, or be out on the lake with my dad. The following will be a rant of wants: I want out of school. I want to have a real job. I want to move out of Denton. I want to have no bills to pay(not like rent, but stupid CC's). I want to live in a House, with a backyard, and a dog. I want to redecorate. I want a desk. I want to lose weight. I want I want I want I want. Bah.... | | |
| So yesterday was Shawn and I's 2 year anniversary! Yay! We talked about it about a week ago and decided that we wouldn't do gifts, just dinner. Neither of us could really complain about our decision since it's also rent paying time and once rent is paid neither one of us were going to have that much money. So, we hadn't really talked about it since then and I didn't even think we were going to dinner. I didn't really mind anyway, I had an accounting test to study for. But Shawn surprised me with taking me to a teppanyaki restauraunt called Oishi in Lewisville. The food was delicious! Shawn had also planned on taking me to Simply Fondue for dessert, but we both decided we were too full after dinner to eat anymore so Shawn promised that we could make it a separate date in a few days. Other than that I am stressing out over school. Mostly my accounting and economics classes. I hate accounting, I can't understand a word that my asian teacher says, and I'm not crazy about economics because the class is on Tuesdays and after getting up at 6:30am and already working for 5 hours I don't really want to go to class. I am going to work at making my schedule really pretty next semester because apparently I did a really crappy job at making this one nice. Blah. Well that accounting test is today, so i'm off to study for another hour or so before the test. Toodles! | | |
| Ok, so I'm completely and totally happy that getting your wisdom teeth taken out is a one time thing. I hate taking these stupid pain killers. I feel so woozy once they take affect. Anyway, we went to Body Worlds and it was really cool! Shawn had refused to go a couple weeks ago but sucked it up and went with us. He did find some things that were interesting, which is good. The bodies didn't look real, most of the time I felt like I was just looking at models of the human body, but after we left the exhibit it hit me, all those bodies used to be real people that I could have talked to. (maybe) Even though thinking about it that way is weird, the exhibit was really cool and interesting. That night shawn and I went to this improv comedy club called "Four Day Weekend". It was hilarious! I had a lot of fun, and I hope that maybe Shawn and I can go there again sometime. In 5 days Shawn and I will be together 2 years. Wowzers! We were talking about it last night, neither one of us know we want to do, we both decided that we don't care about the gift thing, but we don't have any idea as far as plans go. We are both gonna be broke cause rent will be due the day of our anniversary. Blah, oh well, the fact that we are still together is enough for me....(sappy..haha) I'm also really excited because I'm getting a new phone!! the SYNC! I'm really excited, and I dunno why, cause it's just a phone. but still. Toodles! | | |
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